It's Been 2 years & I Still Miss Him,,
Jan. 23rd, 2008 12:09 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sexy_pumpkinThis week has been kinda hard for me, I've cried a lot, ask ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
firehead30 lol, over fics & a certain TV show, that ended so badly, lots of things have been upsetting me & it's because I hate the month of January, this time 2yrs ago, my darling father had to have open heart surgery, for a heart condition that none of us knew about & I swear to you, I was not at all worried (how fucked is that) after all he was my Dad, he was the love of all our lives, so no way was he going anywhere, & I called the hospital every few hours, they told us not to come up (only my Mum went) as he was not up to it, give it a few days, so that's what I did, but then I started to get this bad feeling, I had a dream where he was calling to me, so I got up & called the hospital, they said he was fine, I told them to give him my love, that we would all be up the next day, being Australia Day to see him & I heard him say, that he couldn't wait.
But I couldn't sleep, so I got up & watched S2 of QaF, all by myself & at 1.30pm the phone rang, it was the hospital, we had to get there quick, my Dad had taken a turn for the worse. My husband drove my Mum & I, I called on the way, only to be told that my father had passed away & that she was very sorry, he had a stroke caused by a blood clot, I'm just glad I wasn't driving, I'll never forget that night & I'll be forever pissed, that I never went to see him, and now 2yrs later here we are again, still missing him, more in fact, the pain has lessened THANK God, but the memories remain, trust my Dad to die on Australia Day, he always did love a party :D, I love you Dad, still miss you, God bless,,your loving daughter,,J.xx
firehead30 lol, over fics & a certain TV show, that ended so badly, lots of things have been upsetting me & it's because I hate the month of January, this time 2yrs ago, my darling father had to have open heart surgery, for a heart condition that none of us knew about & I swear to you, I was not at all worried (how fucked is that) after all he was my Dad, he was the love of all our lives, so no way was he going anywhere, & I called the hospital every few hours, they told us not to come up (only my Mum went) as he was not up to it, give it a few days, so that's what I did, but then I started to get this bad feeling, I had a dream where he was calling to me, so I got up & called the hospital, they said he was fine, I told them to give him my love, that we would all be up the next day, being Australia Day to see him & I heard him say, that he couldn't wait.But I couldn't sleep, so I got up & watched S2 of QaF, all by myself & at 1.30pm the phone rang, it was the hospital, we had to get there quick, my Dad had taken a turn for the worse. My husband drove my Mum & I, I called on the way, only to be told that my father had passed away & that she was very sorry, he had a stroke caused by a blood clot, I'm just glad I wasn't driving, I'll never forget that night & I'll be forever pissed, that I never went to see him, and now 2yrs later here we are again, still missing him, more in fact, the pain has lessened THANK God, but the memories remain, trust my Dad to die on Australia Day, he always did love a party :D, I love you Dad, still miss you, God bless,,your loving daughter,,J.xx
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Date: 2008-01-22 03:10 pm (UTC)I've been thinking of you all. My love to you, your Mum & all the family ♥
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Date: 2008-01-22 08:25 pm (UTC)